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1st week of attachment

how tiring but very fun! i finally got to do the REAL thing n see the REAL thing. ouh man its so much fun. eventho u have to stand all day n walk around n help those sick people. hey, if u have the heart of helping those people who are sick, u will really like it. but bare in mind, u will be facing some gruesome stuffs.

my attachment now is in changi hospital ward 47. its a surgical all male ward. some of the apeks are so cute! really! but i dont fall for apeks. hehehe. have to change their pampers, feed them, bath them n lots more. i wish i can tell u my story there but sorry im too tired. havent got the time to blog now or even surf the net. all i do now is go work, go home, bath, eat then sleep. its very tiring.

well sorry but i have to say this, to those people who dont want to continue their journey for nursing, then it a big waste. it really is. you just need patience in these kinda things. have to at least achieve it.

Trip to zoo!

havent been to the zoo for more than 5 years! believe it! but the place has change quite abit. very fun n the walking is very tiring. when there with aunty lin n family. nothing much. im just tired right now. have to wake up at 5am tmrw! damn~ morning shift tmrw. see ya people... take care aites!

ouh yea, check friendster for new pics... hehehee i still do have time for pictures ok! =D

unexpected

kakak is sick. i hope she gets well soon. visit her just now n shes alright. alhamdullilah.

woke up so early today. im so sleepy the whole day. yarh so sleepy i decided to take pictures. as usual. check my friendster ok!..

danG!`

this comp im using now dont have photoshop. havent upload yet. so i had to use ayid's laptop transfer pics there n edit em n then sent to the comp. how troublesome.

oOohH` i love my pictures.

ehk! today ade LOST! must watch show. hehee. i love the show. hmm

hey im addicted to malay old school songs once again.. hehehe.. the lyrics are soO nice. i love it. feeling2 u~

* Seribu Kali Sayang - Iklim *

i have this sickness..

.. of being too lazy to blog. but watever`

waHHHHHHHH 13 june just passed! im happy yet sad n quite guilty! 3 things happened.

one year ann for me n dear. dear's grandma pass away. forgot sakhai's bdae! how am i suppose to react?

yeah-sob-urghz ???

hahaa. that was the 13th of june.

a date to remember.

yesterday when out. gave dear his gift n the letter. glad he liked it! i hope he takes good care of the gift coz i wanna know how it works! wahaha. its an egg actually. n inside the egg is not a chick or yolk. i has a bean n soil in it. pour water for 8 hours n the egg will crack. within 7 days, a plant will grow. n has a msg on it. interesting ey? hehee. i hope the planting thingy works!

ouH yea! today i got my interview for my IMH bond! woHooO! it when well. glad it did! ask only 4 ques.

why do you want to be a nurse? (arH! easy to answer. smooth as it is.)

why work in IMH?

what sort of patient will you meet in IMH?

what do you think nurses in IMH do..?

difficult? think again. if u noe it, i will b easy. i was abit nervous so i can still answer the questions. with abg's help i got it thru well! thx abg for the advice! wahahaa` the results will be in 2 weeks time.

ouh yea! talkign abt results! i got my Nursing results! wahahaa. apparently theres no As

BioSci - D

BehaviouralSci - B

ClinicalNursing - B

NursingStudies - C

PE, Commskills etc. - Satisfactory

GPA - 2.349 ( i tink, cant remember)

Fuh! glad i pass!

the hols is gonna be over soon! n attachment is coming! aRgh!!!

my day out with Sisz Shamin (shasha) & Indra (foxxyChi)

i was sad that a plan made for sisz gathering failed. ehmm`

BUT! theres me n shamin! i love her loads. when out with her n foxxy! was F U N i tell u.

had to teman shamin for her photoshoot. it was uber fun! see her makeup n her hair! just one word. Gorgeous.

i wish i could do the photoshoot also. but i prefer my own business u see. if theres a modeling thing for hejab women maybe i can consider. i dont want hejab iran. its plain. i want something vogue. something else. another but is, my parent doesnt allow. urgh~ maybe i will after my nursing course. i want to do something i really really want. yea..

*dreams*

aneway, back to the day-out, ok so i watched her photoshooting. it was really cool. jeff is friendly! n also the rest of the crew. hehee. then there was this break time, n the 3 of us, me shamin n foxxy, we tok pics! biaselah klau eza bawak camera, mcm2 bleh jadi! mcm org gile kite amek gambar. n theres one part my camera batt low n foxxy was telling us to pose this n tt using his hp. mcm hes the photographer for some modeling agency. hehee. we dream of having our own modelling agency. *tgk ni kite nk brangan..* i wish i could happen! n the pics turns out very nice! but too bad i cant show the pics foxxy took coz its in hes hp. n tkde infra-red or wat! huzz.

overall.. we did have fun!!! even its just the 3 of us! really was hoping tt the resdt could make it. kan best. but dsomething happen. hmm. it will take time to get over it...

*check out friendster for pixies we took!*

summarized

u want a summary of my half week? i dont care if u want or not; coz im gonna do it! HAH!

Monday

i was in pain. n i went out with my mum. in the beginning , it was really painful n i was uncomfortable. but later on i was FINE! right exactly when i reach to this shop named XQZit. its a new shop in tanjong katong complex. My dear cuzzins, i recommend u to go shop over there. its a good shop n it really is ur kinda taste. hahaha. it has 3 shops. 1 for clothes, the other is accesories n the other is bags. after i shopped there, paid for my baju, i realised it was abg gadahfi's cuzzin's shop!! wahahaa. cool i tell ya. hes cuzzin recognised rayyan so we found out!.. then abg gadahfi's cuzzin gave me n my mum free gifts coz we bought 2 clothes. hah! i wont tell u wat i got! also i bought some accesories. i crazy over those accesories.. hehee. gonna go there again once i get money.. wehehehee...`

Tuesday

nothing much but just stay at home. i had my own emo sessions for myself. it was useful... u dunt need to know.. and also i cleaned up my drawer n sort things out n i found many things i could use!! accesories!! ouh n i cleaned up my sister's previous closet n found some clothes too!!

Wednesday

when to johor with parents, abg n kak ida n rayyan. go do wedding invitation card for abg's wedding. i like choosing! so many to choose. nice ones i tell ya... finally decided. had a hard time deciding. ok so then we, from johore, go gelang patah just to EAT!!... johore to gelang patah is like 55km away! hah! i was far ok. i mean just to eat lunch... but was worth it i tell u.. ate at kampong area on a kelong! hehee.. best. n the food there is superb n cheaper! ate alot n when reach home still hungry.. =P

oOoH!! i have so many things to look forward for the next few days! weEEee.. meeting my sisz! so long never meet them. i miss them ALOT..! saturday pls come quick!! ok then monday.. the date ive been waiting for. i hope it goes well... =\

i miss you

some1 to hold me down

i have mixed feelings. but theres just one thing i need to say to u. hurt me deeply so i can hate u rather than still love u.

i wanna thank my dear sisz ton for being there for me when im in need.

H E L L to those i asked for help! F U C K U! u are just bunch of useless people! ouh this is one thing i wanna talk about. u make me listen to ur problems n i listen with 100% of my ears. i helped u when u asked for it. i tried. NOW WHERE THE HELL ARE U WHEN I NEED U?! u wasted my money for msging u no replies. F U C K U once again. thanks for taking me for granted!

i realise i can never ask u people for help but from my own sistaz...

now, my good side. Ton thanks alot. u helped me. seriously. i listen to u n u listen to me. how i love my sistaz. u noe....

we laugh together

we cry together

when we need help, we are there for each other

when we are in pain, we heal each other

BUT

when u wanna jump from a 15 storey height,

i wont be there for u because..

i will be at the bottom to catch you...

i love u girls...

Precious time comes in handy

for many times i know its beautiful us. just the two of us. in our own world of SHOPPING!! hahaa! what were u thinking??

was looking for the shop at every corner of far east n couldnt find it. i think the shop close down aready. hmm. nvm. told dear that he can get his stuff for other shops. finally he got it! hah! was i glad after all the searching. now i feel like having one too... ouH!` i forgot. he was looking for a pair of shades. no but i cant. coz i dun have contacts n i dont even look good in shades! i mean those BIG shades. i hate em. i like those normal but cool ones. i might get one once i get my contacts. which will be in ...errR.. `excuse me im not sure myself. hehee. alah! someday i will get one! i desperately want one but mum doesnt allow. how tight. Ehmm.

o`Oh! me n dear snapped some pictures too when resting. hehx! glad i brought my digicam. that digi really comes when its needed. krekrekre. (check out friendster for some of the pics)

EhK! u know wat.. suddenly im listening to my old albums! yea BSB, NSYNC, ..what else?.. most of it BSB. im a big fan of BSB. n still is. BSB stands for Backstreet Boys to those idiots whu dont know what it is. what losers u people are. huzz.

*everybody groove to the music.. everybody jamM...` aaHhhh jam on coz backstreets got it, come on now everybody.. we gotta goin on for years....*